SexDiaries: 'It’s getting old going through the motions of talking to someone, going on a date, telling the same stories, cracking the same jokes, having sex, and it never really going anywhere'
Photo: John Gallagher This week, a woman having sex with a Jesus lookalike and worrying about a broken condom: 32, single, Copenhagen.9 a.m. “I want you to fuck me,” I say over WhatsApp. I’m messaging an Italian guy I went out with once, but didn’t sleep with. He was really hot though, and I’ve been thinking about him. I moved to Copenhagen from New York last year, and my European sex life isn’t nearly as exciting as I thought it would be, so I might as well be direct.
9:30 p.m. I get a call from a co-worker asking me to come back to the office as we’re having issues delivering some files. I think about it, but decide to say I’ll just review them from home. I had the second panic attack of my life a few days ago, and I know I need to look out for myself right now. But I also need to fuck strangers.
1 a.m. We’re walking back toward my apartment. It’s time to make the call. It’s around the corner from the bar. But I can’t fuck him. I’d feel gross about it after. I have one last drink at the bar by my apartment and chat with the cute bartender who’s always nice to me. I wonder if he’d fuck me. I go home.11 a.m. I wake up and check Tinder. I hate how much I have to rely on it in this town, but it’s hard to meet guys in person here.
5:00 p.m. PJ goes to look at an apartment. I’m a little nauseous from the pill. I just received a written offer for a dream job in Hong Kong, and it’s not settling my stomach. I try to weigh Hong Kong as I fall asleep. I’m bad at making decisions.10 a.m. I find a sizable piece of the broken condom in my vagina as I’m showering. It’s both horrifying and hilarious.
9:00 p.m. Lay in bed thinking about things. When guys ask “what I’m looking for” I usually say “nothing in particular,” and I think I really do mean that. Being single the past couple of years has made it easy for me to make decisions like picking up and moving to Europe. I enjoy the thrill of sleeping with someone new and I think more is more when it comes to sexual partners. That said, I would love to get married at some point in the next few years.
2 a.m. S walks me home, we hold hands and kiss good-bye before he leaves. This is as far as either of us wants to take this. It’s all tinged with sadness, for me at least. Even if things changed in the future, and we were both single, how could I trust him now that we’ve done this?9 a.m. I take too long to get out of bed because I’m thinking about S. I don’t regret last night, but I don’t want to be the kind of girl that guys cheat on their girlfriends with.
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